There has been a sudden change in my life... It's been two weeks since this change has taken place, but I'll let your imaginations do the work for you. Although I find this topic too personal, but I'm willing to share it with you guys just because I want you to learn from experience and from the stories I have written so far (are most, by far, my experience in life).
I've had some unfortunate events taking place and one of them has taken a huge toll on me. I'm afraid to share that I've released the path I've been in for a year's time. Although I've worked my ass off for it, the decision was not mine to make. That is why, I'm writing this to you presently. Instead of continuing off this circumlocutional topic, the bottom point is: I'm out.
And right now, I'm completely and utterly confused and hurting mentally and emotionally. Even though it's been two weeks since the event has taken place, I've had a hard time to talk about my feelings with friends, let alone had any energy to do anything with life--although I am coping currently. And that is all you need to know: I'm doing well.
I've made a vague public announcement over IG--why? I don't even know to be honest. I suppose it's because I didn't know who to talk to about this. And perhaps it was my pride... or my sense of independence--being the reason why I haven't done something like this in a really, really long time. Along with that time, I had forgotten who were my real friends.
So I suppose this unfortunate event was a good thing because so many people--that I've forgotten--reached out to me. My phone was buzzing for days with old friends and new ones, expressing their concern, and I couldn't have been more blessed for that.
And that's the update I would like to share with you, currently. And I want you to learn from my experience as well, that a failure in life has its benefits.
Like regaining friends who've you lost over years of feeling insecure about their integrity, or finding out that the path wasn't made for your calling. Or finding out that your love for the things you want to do can finally be your life again.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm unsure of what the future has in store for me, but I'll be alright. I'm looking out for a sign to present itself at the right timing, but I'll just keep going on with life. I'll be back with stories soon, my lovely watchers.
Thank you for your support up to now.
P.S. Keep an eye on this list below, I will try to update it as much as I can:
*CHAPTERS ARE SUBJECT TO VARY**? = Title of chapter is undecided
Nuisance Child Oscars Angel and the Snowman Cheer Up Mourn of Stoic (HTTYD 2) The Dress Issues The Tag At the Cross Roads Love With a Drink Worth the Reach The ConfidanteSERIES The Queen's Guardian Chapter 8: True Guardian Chapter 9: Never Alone Chapter 10: ??? Give Me All of You
Chapter 4: Aesthetic Subtlety</strike> Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Chapter 7: ??? Chapter 8: ??? Chapter 9: One Final Wish Chapter 10: ??? Remember My Love (Jelsa Week Dec. 1-7) Day 1: (First) One and the Same Day 2: (Around the World) Day 3: (In Another Life) Day 4: (Demons) Day 5: (A Song) Day 6: (Disappear) Day 7: (Family) Kiss My Eyes Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Chapter 7: ??? Chapter 8: ??? Chapter 9: ??? Chapter 10: ??? Rise of the Frozen Heart Chapter 2: ??? Chapter 3: ??? Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Chapter 7: ??? Impulsive Desires Prologue: ??? Chapter 1: ??? Chapter 2: Breaking the Ice Chapter 3: Rings Chapter 4: So Begins our Marriage Life Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Chapter 7: ??? My Destiny Chapter 1: ??? Chapter 2: ??? Chapter 3: ??? Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Tale of Wisps Chapter 1: ??? Chapter 2: ??? Chapter 3: ??? Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ??? The Magnanimous Escapade Chapter 1: An Aerial Anticipation Chapter 2: ??? Chapter 3: ??? Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ??? Chapter 6: ??? Chapter 7: ??? Chapter 8: ??? Chapter 9: ??? Chapter 10: ??? Chapter 11: ??? Chapter 12: ??? Chapter 13: ??? Beyond Prologue Chapter 1: ??? Chapter 2: ??? Chapter 3: ??? Chapter 4: ??? Chapter 5: ???