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There has been a sudden change in my life... It's been two weeks since this change has taken place, but I'll let your imaginations do the work for you. Although I find this topic too personal, but I'm willing to share it with you guys just because I want you to learn from experience and from the stories I have written so far (are most, by far, my experience in life).
I've had some unfortunate events taking place and one of them has taken a huge toll on me. I'm afraid to share that I've released the path I've been in for a year's time. Although I've worked my ass off for it, the decision was not mine to make. That is why, I'm writing this to you presently. Instead of continuing off this circumlocutional topic, the bottom point is: I'm out.
And right now, I'm completely and utterly confused and hurting mentally and emotionally. Even though it's been two weeks since the event has taken place, I've had a hard time to talk about my feelings with friends, let alone had any energy to do anything with life--although I am coping currently. And that is all you need to know: I'm doing well.
I've made a vague public announcement over IG--why? I don't even know to be honest. I suppose it's because I didn't know who to talk to about this. And perhaps it was my pride... or my sense of independence--being the reason why I haven't done something like this in a really, really long time. Along with that time, I had forgotten who were my real friends.
So I suppose this unfortunate event was a good thing because so many people--that I've forgotten--reached out to me. My phone was buzzing for days with old friends and new ones, expressing their concern, and I couldn't have been more blessed for that.
And that's the update I would like to share with you, currently. And I want you to learn from my experience as well, that a failure in life has its benefits. Like regaining friends who've you lost over years of feeling insecure about their integrity, or finding out that the path wasn't made for your calling. Or finding out that your love for the things you want to do can finally be your life again.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm unsure of what the future has in store for me, but I'll be alright. I'm looking out for a sign to present itself at the right timing, but I'll just keep going on with life. I'll be back with stories soon, my lovely watchers.
Thank you for your support up to now.
Much love,
~Scarly.
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P.S. Keep an eye on this list below, I will try to update it as much as I can:
ONE SHOTS:
:bademoticon: Nuisance Child
:bademoticon: Oscars
:bademoticon: Angel and the Snowman
:bademoticon: Cheer Up
:bademoticon: Mourn of Stoic (HTTYD 2)
:bademoticon: The Dress Issues
:bademoticon: The Tag
:bademoticon: At the Cross Roads
:bademoticon: Love With a Drink
:bademoticon: Worth the Reach
:bademoticon: The Confidante
SERIES
:bademoticon: The Queen's Guardian
:bademoticon: Chapter 8: True Guardian
:bademoticon: Chapter 9: Never Alone
:bademoticon: Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Give Me All of You
Chapter 4: Aesthetic Subtlety</strike>
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: One Final Wish
Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Remember My Love (Jelsa Week Dec. 1-7)
:bademoticon:Day 1: (First) One and the Same
:bademoticon: Day 2: (Around the World)
:bademoticon: Day 3: (In Another Life)
:bademoticon: Day 4: (Demons)
:bademoticon: Day 5: (A Song)
:bademoticon: Day 6: (Disappear)
:bademoticon: Day 7: (Family)
:bademoticon: Kiss My Eyes
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: ???
Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Rise of the Frozen Heart
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
:bademoticon: Impulsive Desires
Prologue: ???
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: Breaking the Ice
Chapter 3: Rings
Chapter 4: So Begins our Marriage Life
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
:bademoticon: My Destiny
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
:bademoticon: Tale of Wisps
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
:bademoticon: The Magnanimous Escapade
Chapter 1: An Aerial Anticipation
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: ???
Chapter 10: ???
Chapter 11: ???
Chapter 12: ???
Chapter 13: ???
:bademoticon: Beyond
Prologue
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
I've had some unfortunate events taking place and one of them has taken a huge toll on me. I'm afraid to share that I've released the path I've been in for a year's time. Although I've worked my ass off for it, the decision was not mine to make. That is why, I'm writing this to you presently. Instead of continuing off this circumlocutional topic, the bottom point is: I'm out.
And right now, I'm completely and utterly confused and hurting mentally and emotionally. Even though it's been two weeks since the event has taken place, I've had a hard time to talk about my feelings with friends, let alone had any energy to do anything with life--although I am coping currently. And that is all you need to know: I'm doing well.
I've made a vague public announcement over IG--why? I don't even know to be honest. I suppose it's because I didn't know who to talk to about this. And perhaps it was my pride... or my sense of independence--being the reason why I haven't done something like this in a really, really long time. Along with that time, I had forgotten who were my real friends.
So I suppose this unfortunate event was a good thing because so many people--that I've forgotten--reached out to me. My phone was buzzing for days with old friends and new ones, expressing their concern, and I couldn't have been more blessed for that.
And that's the update I would like to share with you, currently. And I want you to learn from my experience as well, that a failure in life has its benefits. Like regaining friends who've you lost over years of feeling insecure about their integrity, or finding out that the path wasn't made for your calling. Or finding out that your love for the things you want to do can finally be your life again.
Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm unsure of what the future has in store for me, but I'll be alright. I'm looking out for a sign to present itself at the right timing, but I'll just keep going on with life. I'll be back with stories soon, my lovely watchers.
Thank you for your support up to now.
Much love,
~Scarly.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
P.S. Keep an eye on this list below, I will try to update it as much as I can:
*CHAPTERS ARE SUBJECT TO VARY*
*? = Title of chapter is undecidedJELSA
ONE SHOTS:
:bademoticon: Nuisance Child
:bademoticon: Oscars
:bademoticon: Angel and the Snowman
:bademoticon: Cheer Up
:bademoticon: Mourn of Stoic (HTTYD 2)
:bademoticon: The Dress Issues
:bademoticon: The Tag
:bademoticon: At the Cross Roads
:bademoticon: Love With a Drink
:bademoticon: Worth the Reach
:bademoticon: The Confidante
SERIES
:bademoticon: The Queen's Guardian
:bademoticon: Chapter 8: True Guardian
:bademoticon: Chapter 9: Never Alone
:bademoticon: Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Give Me All of You
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: One Final Wish
Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Remember My Love (Jelsa Week Dec. 1-7)
:bademoticon:
:bademoticon: Day 2: (Around the World)
:bademoticon: Day 3: (In Another Life)
:bademoticon: Day 4: (Demons)
:bademoticon: Day 5: (A Song)
:bademoticon: Day 6: (Disappear)
:bademoticon: Day 7: (Family)
:bademoticon: Kiss My Eyes
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: ???
Chapter 10: ???
:bademoticon: Rise of the Frozen Heart
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
:bademoticon: Impulsive Desires
Prologue: ???
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: Breaking the Ice
Chapter 3: Rings
Chapter 4: So Begins our Marriage Life
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
:bademoticon: My Destiny
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
:bademoticon: Tale of Wisps
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
:bademoticon: The Magnanimous Escapade
Chapter 1: An Aerial Anticipation
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
Chapter 6: ???
Chapter 7: ???
Chapter 8: ???
Chapter 9: ???
Chapter 10: ???
Chapter 11: ???
Chapter 12: ???
Chapter 13: ???
:bademoticon: Beyond
Prologue
Chapter 1: ???
Chapter 2: ???
Chapter 3: ???
Chapter 4: ???
Chapter 5: ???
9 Years and 24.
I was 15 when I first started publishing my fanfiction stories… beginning with RobStar (Teen Titans). To me, writing was an escape from dealing with a lonely high school reality. I was extremely lonely with pent up feelings over someone I had loved dearly and earnestly, and I was tired of sharing and venting my frustrations of my one-sided love story to the wrong people--wrong because they gossiped to our friends because drama was the juciest thing to hear back in the day. One of those friends had jealousy issues with me, and it bled to a friend who disliked my flamboyant personality, and then, I lost all of my friends.
My (former) fri
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I'm back to finish what I have started.
Look out for these updates in the upcoming weeks
[Jelsa] The Queen's Guardian [Jelsa] A Guide For Falling In Love[Jelsa] Give Me All of You[SoMa] Patiently Waiting For You[ML] The Lost Memoirs
The Toughest Decision of My Life
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Dearest Roserians,
This is probably going to be my last journal entry for a while. For the past couple years, there has been an ongoing problem in my life. Although it's quite personal, I decided that I would share some of it with you. To me, you're more than just watchers/roserians, you guys are dear f
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Hello my lovely Roserians!
It's been a while! Sorry I've been absent for a while. As you know, I've been dealing with some personal problems along with juggling college courses, and because of that, my activity has reduced immensely!
I've taken an extra week of my break to deal with my personal problems (after I had finished and completed hell week of finals), and I just would love to share with you guys that I'm doing pretty well! Don't worry, it's not life threatening or anything of the sort. It's just dealing with life crisis and organizing my thoughts and plans for my future careers and whatnot. And on that note, I've decided to double
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(Saw your late reply earlier so replying on here Hahaha I've been waiting for your reply gurl <3)
Scar you've been through a rough time. And I'm sorry that it's hurt you to that extent and has caused you pain. When certain events happen in our lives, sometimes it drags us down and causes us to believe that there is no point in life. Then you start losing your drive to doing certain things, you stop trusting and believing in certain people and you start losing hope in yourself.
But you on the other hand, even if you aren't good at expressing your feelings, you are staying strong. And you aren't letting the negative things that have happened to you drag you down. That in its self is what makes you courageous and a strong person.
And of course you would have people who support you. Because you have proven your worth with your kindness, sweetness, smartness, and all the positive traits you have. You have people in your life who value you. So continue to value yourself and find happiness for yourself.
I am probably sounding like a know it all psychiatrist or something but I really mean it. For all those people out there who has been going through a rough time, you are one of those people who can pull through.
Stay strong Scar <3 Hope you feel better real soon.
(And thanks for wishing me luck on SATs LOL I got them this Saturday. I'm soooo screwed LOL.)
Scar you've been through a rough time. And I'm sorry that it's hurt you to that extent and has caused you pain. When certain events happen in our lives, sometimes it drags us down and causes us to believe that there is no point in life. Then you start losing your drive to doing certain things, you stop trusting and believing in certain people and you start losing hope in yourself.
But you on the other hand, even if you aren't good at expressing your feelings, you are staying strong. And you aren't letting the negative things that have happened to you drag you down. That in its self is what makes you courageous and a strong person.
And of course you would have people who support you. Because you have proven your worth with your kindness, sweetness, smartness, and all the positive traits you have. You have people in your life who value you. So continue to value yourself and find happiness for yourself.
I am probably sounding like a know it all psychiatrist or something but I really mean it. For all those people out there who has been going through a rough time, you are one of those people who can pull through.
Stay strong Scar <3 Hope you feel better real soon.
(And thanks for wishing me luck on SATs LOL I got them this Saturday. I'm soooo screwed LOL.)